happy

I am happy with my life right now.

I get to bunker down and prepare for a probably exaggerated blizzard and drink hot chocolate. That equals goodness. I kind of wish that my friends weren't going out of town, though. I would like partners in crime for the mischief that will probably be going on this break. (See? Rebel.)

I hope that you all don't think that I have become anti-social. Yes, I hardly ever play anymore but that is only because you are always playing. You should take me with you on your adventures. Also, I haven't felt the need to find people at lunch- I do physics. Yeah, I know. It sounds super nerdy, but I am wanting to be more involved in my studies. It's not that I don't want to see my friends- I REALLY REALLY DO! I just feel that once I bring my grades back up, I would like someone to find me at lunch. Are you picking up what I'm laying down? I would like to be closer to all of you and I would like it if someone just came up to me to talk. Don't just pace back and forth in front of me waiting for me to start up a conversation. I don't really like starting conversations. It puts too much pressure on you to keep it going and avoid awkwardness. Well, world...

I like awkwardness.

I find it cute.

For the first term, I was playing ever day with friends. I would like that to come back. I really do want to go to DI with a group of goodies and put clothes on snowmen. Let's do it, eh?

Also, why don't I ever see any of you anymore? Where could you have gone? I don't like it.

A special shout out today goes to Blake.
Why do we always have the deepest conversations when it is just us on the bus? I've enjoyed our bonding. And I hope that you have fun in California (while we suffer in a storm)! You're a good person and you are genuine. Thanks for the fun... Mum.

-the speck.
(Horton Hears a Who)