Embarrassed.

Don't you ever think about a situation that didn't turn out as planned? That's what I have been doing for the past hour or so.

So many of these awkward or humiliating experiences happen all the time to me. I am not very fond of it.

I just keep thinking "What if I had not been wearing little boys' sweats?" or "What if I had actually been wearing make-up?". It's driving me nuts, but I don't want it to. I don't always feel that I need to look good. In fact, this was a rare case of wanting to impress someone, but it was also a case of Mother Nature attacking me, which results in undesired occurrences. I keep tossing that visit over in my head and thinking of ways that I could have improved it. Maybe if I wasn't just standing there looking stupid and short, it would have turned out better. Maybe if I had had a warning, it would have turned out better.

Oh, well. The past is the past and there's no going back.

Now I am laughing super  hard because I am thinking of all of the awkward 'what if's that I've thought. The winner would take too much explaining and it would just be too awkward. ... But aren't those the best ones?

Make good situations better.

Love,

Hoping to defy Mother Nature