Thursday, October 28, 2010

Once Upon a Pondering...

My little thoughts of the day (mostly things that I haven't really ever told anyone):
  • My heart stops whenever the phone rings during class, because I always fear that it will be someone calling me to tell me that a family member has died.
  • I often lay on my bed to just think. Sometimes just to cry.
  • I have a lot going on in my head
  • I play back my memories with loved ones that have died over and over
  • I love Seminary more than anything, and I hate it when people come in late or sluff that class.
  • I wish that I didn't have diabetes
  • I want a bright red front door on my little house when I have a home of my own.
  • Water is the greatest
  • I like to smile
  • I try to make lasting impressions on people
  • I want to tell everyone what I love about then every day, I just don't have enough words
  • When I think too hard, I feel like I will vomit.
  • I wish that I would read more often
  • I notice people
  • Mangoes are my favorite
  • I love meat, but not if I think about it.
  • small things fascinate me
  • I love looking at intricate stitching
  • It takes a while for me to trust people with my thoughts
  • I love to be comfortable around people
  • I love awkward things and awkward situations
  • I am really good at saying 'underwear' really fast (that's a newly discovered talent!)
  • I don't have that many talents... I need to find some
  • I love music so so so so so much
  • I am shy when I don't know many people
  • I fidget when I am nervous or stressed
  • I hold my elbow with my arm across my stomach to provide a barrier when I am uncomfortable
  • I sometimes catch myself stuttering
  • I love my hazel eyes
  • I found a red hair that came out of my head
  • I always have something to say
  • I like good quotes
  • You make me smile
  • I am listening to Joshua James right now
  • I don't like DBQs
  • I like a schedule
  • I hate losing contact with a friend
  • You may not know it, but when I ask to play with you, I mean it. Thanks for ditching me for three months! You know who you are. I miss you. Please don't ignore me.
  • I wish every day was like EFY
  • I will only cry in front of you if you are a good friend
  • I want to blurt things out, but I am afraid to
  • I am trying to get over my fear of the neck thing
  • I really liked walking home with Ben and Emily today. They are so fun
  • I don't mind what others think of me
  • I am very opinionated
  • I am allergic to bubble bath- but only the cheap kind
  • I have two cute freckles on my toes
  • I love being different
  • I didn't think that Teddy Geiger was popular, but he just popped up on Pandora! I love his song "Confidence" - It is beautiful! Especially the acoustic version!
  • I like it when people call me by my name ("Hi, Ally")
  • I am really worried about my future. I worry about affording diabetes. Dear future husband, please go to college. I am sorry that I have diabetes.
  • The outside break scares me when I surf
  • I like under-the-piano meetings. Let's have another soon, ladies!
  • I like it when boys actually make comments in class. Especially when it's in Seminary and they are talking about why modest is hottest
  • I hate driving

Quote of the day:

"We don't discover humility by thinking less of ourselves; we discover humility by thinking less about ourselves."
 -Pres. Uchdorf


Go out and think of others in everything you do.

1 comment:

  1. stop with the deepness.. i'm drowning!! ha ha! i like this post... and see... i do read your blog little baby! send me a pic tomorrow of your costume!

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