There are certain people in your life who you can't not do things with.
And it really hurts when you realize that they can do things without you. Lots of things.
I cried tonight.
And it wasn't just a "Wow-I-feel-sad-right-now" cry. It was a "My-'friends'-are-just-using-me" cry.
Not just a "I'm-going-to-be-good-and-run" run, but a "I-don't-care-how-far-I-go-just-get-me-out-of-here" run.
I am a happy person, but happy people get hurt too. Happy people like to be involved. Happy people love the fun things they buy and hate when people take advantage of them for their 'fun things'.
And that is why I went home.
But you probably didn't care because I left my 'fun things' with you.
:( I would love you even if all you had was a whole bunch of boring things. Because YOU are the funnest, happiest, sweetest, lovliest thing ever and I wouldn't trade that for anything! Love you and am sorry you were sad. I hope things are better now!
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